"I'm not saying that I'm in love. It's just that lately, he's all I think about."
According to yesterday's horoscope (for me), I should stop trying hard to make things happen and just let things flow on their own.
Or something like that.
That's how I interpreted whatever it said.
I'm pointing that out right now because I've been restless last weekend because I was thinking of a certain someone. Seriously, I no longer think it's healthy. Though it's not yet to be considered as an obsession because it isn't. Or are you thinking that I'm just saying that because I'm in denial?
Ok.. So I'm not sure. Borderline obsession maybe? Hmm..
Moving along, so yeah. Lately, I've been thinking of this certain someone. Again. I thought I was over it. That it was just nothing. I'm not saying that it's something now. Or I'm trying to make myself believe that it's nothing. Am I really in denial?
Last week I nearly got caught. I never thought that 4 words would leave me stumped. And blushing. A certain someone asked me, "Sino bang mahal mo?" (Who do you love?).
I was seriously, seriously stumped! I tried to deny it, but the blush just made it much harder to lie.
I did not admit who. I would like to point out that the person who asked who do I love, is not the same person I think of.
So today, after I read that horoscope, which I only read for entertainment, I decided to follow what it said. Mostly because I don't like feeling like this. Because I know this is anything but what it may seem.
I would ike to give point to the fact that I am not in love.
But..
Maybe, just maybe, I'm in denial?Labels: me on: life, me on: love, me on: people, me: life, me: rambling
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